hmmm, guess it will be the second day in a role that we dint talk. I been thinking of you, wondering how are you and all. I been quite silly also, I had a dream that you texted me, though I woke up in disappointment, checking my phone, finding it empty.
Then in the day, I saw a movie, it was about Valentine, it brings out memories of us spending Valentine together. I remembered every detail, it was so clear. it was a Monday, you had mgt presentation, I was eager to surprise you, knowing that you had such a long and bad previous week. lol, it was a failed surprise though, as you know most of the things already. but deep down inside, I really hope that you still see my effort like a soh zai to at least cheer you up. I really want you to be happy. though I remembered, that night ended with argument from both side, about our status, and about some other family stuff.
though, there is one thing that I really like that night, you told me that I was special to you. I still remember it till now.
you may wonder why don't I text you, but the reason is that I am afraid, afraid that you won't reply, afraid that we will fight again and jeopardize our wreck relationship again, afraid that you will reply just for the sake of layaning me, and not because you want to text me too. Apart from that deep down inside, I been wondering too, when am I gonna hear from you. I sincerely miss you and never felt this way before. Hope that maybe this distance between us will bring us closer, and you will think through things, and maybe reconsider things between us.
yours truly,
Daniel
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