its been a long time since I have posted anything. This time however, it will be rather different, it will be my feeling rather than thinking or ideology.
I guess by now, Its safe for me to say, that I am here without you and news from you for a day already. I miss you, as well as getting your text, talking to you till late night. I miss all our memories, it was so beautiful. Recently however, everytime we talk, we will end up fighting, or worst still silent treatment from each other.
I tried almost everything to spice things up, I tried almost everything to stop fighting. but it just won't work, when your the only one trying. and now I am tired, so dam tired with life and with a fair share of my own problems.
Its is sad, how a once beautiful budding relationship can turn out this way. I also feel sad that, what I thought was the right thing to do, loving you with my all, turns out to be a wrong thing to do, and what hurts most is that even you feel that way.
Though hurt and alone now, I am still holding on to you, in my dark room blogging away. My loves for you, our once beautiful past, and a hope for a happy future together with you, are my only source of energy left. I doubt that you will read this, but if you do, I hope that no matter what happen in the future, you will be safe and happy at all times. Don't want you to cry, and feel sad at all.
yours truly,
Daniel
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