Thank God

This is another inspirational post of mine, but its gonna be written in dedication to Ysabelle, and the way i present it will be slightly different.

just about 8 months ago, I met this girl, her name is Ysabelle, and sparks flies the moment we met. However, i being the jerk that i used to be, did some stupid stuff, and i broke her heart. I felt sad and guilty that time, but dint really do much bout it. At that time, it was part of my life that i wish i could erase! But life being life itself, cant be undone, so I lived with the pain, and the consequences too.

However, few months back, we got to be friends and started having some on and off small talk. And as days goes by, we start to know each other better, then came advising and helping each other through tough time in life. Then i start to have a good feeling about her, like a feeling that she is a nice person, and wanna treat her nicer *not like yet* Then again, as time went past, we got to know each other really well on the surface, we read each others mind alot, but there are still lots of room for us to know each other better.

This went on for about 1 to 3 weeks, and in this period of time, i slowly start to like her. At the start of 2011, during her bday, i told her how i felt, and held her hands and ask her to be my gf. i am still pending for an answer. But this girl really make me Thank God for all the mistake i did in life, as its leads me to her (how i met your mother quote). I thank God cause, without all the previous shit that had happen, we wont know each other so well. Ps: my mind is constantly being intrude *just joking*

To all readers, hope you all understand that a lot of time in life, you are bound to make mistake, but do not try and ignore these mistake, or complain about it, because one day you might thank God for that mistake that you have made, as these mistake might change you into a better person, in order for you all to receive a better future. With love, xoxo