Thank God

This is another inspirational post of mine, but its gonna be written in dedication to Ysabelle, and the way i present it will be slightly different.

just about 8 months ago, I met this girl, her name is Ysabelle, and sparks flies the moment we met. However, i being the jerk that i used to be, did some stupid stuff, and i broke her heart. I felt sad and guilty that time, but dint really do much bout it. At that time, it was part of my life that i wish i could erase! But life being life itself, cant be undone, so I lived with the pain, and the consequences too.

However, few months back, we got to be friends and started having some on and off small talk. And as days goes by, we start to know each other better, then came advising and helping each other through tough time in life. Then i start to have a good feeling about her, like a feeling that she is a nice person, and wanna treat her nicer *not like yet* Then again, as time went past, we got to know each other really well on the surface, we read each others mind alot, but there are still lots of room for us to know each other better.

This went on for about 1 to 3 weeks, and in this period of time, i slowly start to like her. At the start of 2011, during her bday, i told her how i felt, and held her hands and ask her to be my gf. i am still pending for an answer. But this girl really make me Thank God for all the mistake i did in life, as its leads me to her (how i met your mother quote). I thank God cause, without all the previous shit that had happen, we wont know each other so well. Ps: my mind is constantly being intrude *just joking*

To all readers, hope you all understand that a lot of time in life, you are bound to make mistake, but do not try and ignore these mistake, or complain about it, because one day you might thank God for that mistake that you have made, as these mistake might change you into a better person, in order for you all to receive a better future. With love, xoxo

Life is a bitch, enjoy it !

Well there is certain stuff in life that you must know, which is that life is not always rainbows and butterfly and more often then that, LIFE IS A BITCH *known fact*

dedicate this to all my teenage friend who is experiencing the same thing with me now, which i call it the "sudden parental PMS" or what is known as the second stage of identity crisis.

Symptom of this include:
1) sudden obsession in trying to control your life. ps: there were once more carefree and let you make your own decision, but now they suddenly try to control your life, by helping u make decision.
2) sudden expectation hike *expectation that is normal, till sudden high expectation like, you must get 3.8 gpa*
3) occasional domestic noise pollution *when they scream

Causes of this:
1) son or daughter going to college or UNI.
2) son or daughter been going out a lot.
3) Parents sudden fear and realization that they might lose you some day. But being their generation, they dont know how to express themselves, which leads them to do all the above. PS: to parents that is reading this, all the above are going to distance you from you child, so try a more creative approach, so you all can be buddies :)

No fear guys and girls, see that enlarge photo! Life is a bitch enjoy her or him, so take it easy, enjoy your bitch, and dont get too frustrated by your parents action, as they did it out of love, even though it might not be the right way. Also, can try to give it sometime, they might tone down, as you all should also try to prove yourself to them. Note to any parent that is reading this, teenager nowadays and during your era is different, I hope you all understand that, and hope that you do not use your parents way on us, as we dont want to be exact replica of you all, we need space to grow.

With love, xoxo