Wow, Its been really a tough year, go through lots, and learned from it. was a great experience, feeling of pain and empty, as well as learning how to love and being touch emotionally by my lovely girlfriend.
Anyway, looking at my new year resolution from the start, I realize I have achieve everything on the list d, which is a good sign, a sign of growing up I hope? Lets just hope it is ;)
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Hudud laws
The purpose of a legal system is to keep the citizen of a country safe from each other. Though that is not the same for all the laws. As humans we have flaws and so does certain laws. As a Malaysian, it saddens me to know that a minority of the uneducated and really misguided people actually wanted to implement the Hudud law upon our country.
The reasons I believe that certain group of people believes that the law should be implemented is because it is the Gods law. The ultimate law that all believer should believes in and they believe that this law will bring our country more peace and unity. Though as many laws are flawed, human are flawed too.
Thus making this Hudud law not so perfect as it seems. For example, according to Hudud law, anyone with 4 witness accusing them of committing a crime they did not commit, the person would have sentence guilty. Ideally this might work, because they have the witnesses swore an oath to the God to be completely honest. Though we human are not perfect and are rather manipulative, there is a high tendency of us abusing the system.
Another example will be rape, how in the world can you find four witnesses to prove the commiter guilty?
In the first place, if there is 4 people there to help the victim out, she should be safe right? Second of all, what if there is only 4 people there, and decided to rape the girl, how the hell are you all gonna prove them guilty?
Lastly, it will be thieves, they get amputated. But if a Chinese, Indian and Malay guy go steal something together, it will be weird that when they get caught, the Chinese and Indian get a fine and maybe sentence to jail, and the Malay guy has to register with the OKU association of our country? If these man that is able, and can be improve or change to contribute to the society in the future, did just one mistake and is amputated, would it be a waste to the country resources as well as efficiency?
I am a Chinese and I am a Malaysian, thus anyone believing that i cant voice out for my people, I will like to let you know, this is a country that every race live in harmony, and it is through working together with one goal (developing the country) only we can strive in such competitive global market. As you all know, united we stand, divided we fall.
The reasons I believe that certain group of people believes that the law should be implemented is because it is the Gods law. The ultimate law that all believer should believes in and they believe that this law will bring our country more peace and unity. Though as many laws are flawed, human are flawed too.
Thus making this Hudud law not so perfect as it seems. For example, according to Hudud law, anyone with 4 witness accusing them of committing a crime they did not commit, the person would have sentence guilty. Ideally this might work, because they have the witnesses swore an oath to the God to be completely honest. Though we human are not perfect and are rather manipulative, there is a high tendency of us abusing the system.
Another example will be rape, how in the world can you find four witnesses to prove the commiter guilty?
In the first place, if there is 4 people there to help the victim out, she should be safe right? Second of all, what if there is only 4 people there, and decided to rape the girl, how the hell are you all gonna prove them guilty?
Lastly, it will be thieves, they get amputated. But if a Chinese, Indian and Malay guy go steal something together, it will be weird that when they get caught, the Chinese and Indian get a fine and maybe sentence to jail, and the Malay guy has to register with the OKU association of our country? If these man that is able, and can be improve or change to contribute to the society in the future, did just one mistake and is amputated, would it be a waste to the country resources as well as efficiency?
I am a Chinese and I am a Malaysian, thus anyone believing that i cant voice out for my people, I will like to let you know, this is a country that every race live in harmony, and it is through working together with one goal (developing the country) only we can strive in such competitive global market. As you all know, united we stand, divided we fall.
Start blogging again :)
I have decided to start blogging again as I have recover and found new inspiration on life :)
Monday, June 6, 2011
Diary of a broken boy.
There were this boy, that was so engross in loving a girl, a girl he deem worthy against opinion of all others. However, in the end they dint get a happy ending. Separation, might be a good thing to both party, as there were too much conflict generated from the combination of these sorrows pair. As humans we hope for the best, as so we hope that the girl, have a good life ahead of her.
Whats sad in this story is not that it has to come to an end, but the conflict that happen. The betrayal of trust. Secrets the boy shared about his inner thought, to the one he trusted the most has spilled out to the surface. The fact is, its really hurt to be betrayed this way. Whats once thought was sacred between two person, has been broken. It hurts when the boys friend start wearing a mask in front of him, never knowing what the boy has been through.
Though all this, is no fault of anybody else, but the boy, as his love for the girl, has blinded him all this time. Has cause him to make wrong judgment, to utter the wrong words, to break his principle, even till the extend that he lost his rationality. In the process of all this, he has hurt everyone around him, his friends, his parents,everyone that cared about him and sadly, even himself and the girl.
Guess at the end, there is nothing left of the past, nothing more to be held on to by this boy. As every sweet memory of the past, had turn into painful memories. As every smile in the past, has faded behind a mask. Saying good bye is the only thought behind the boys head. Good bye.
Whats sad in this story is not that it has to come to an end, but the conflict that happen. The betrayal of trust. Secrets the boy shared about his inner thought, to the one he trusted the most has spilled out to the surface. The fact is, its really hurt to be betrayed this way. Whats once thought was sacred between two person, has been broken. It hurts when the boys friend start wearing a mask in front of him, never knowing what the boy has been through.
Though all this, is no fault of anybody else, but the boy, as his love for the girl, has blinded him all this time. Has cause him to make wrong judgment, to utter the wrong words, to break his principle, even till the extend that he lost his rationality. In the process of all this, he has hurt everyone around him, his friends, his parents,everyone that cared about him and sadly, even himself and the girl.
Guess at the end, there is nothing left of the past, nothing more to be held on to by this boy. As every sweet memory of the past, had turn into painful memories. As every smile in the past, has faded behind a mask. Saying good bye is the only thought behind the boys head. Good bye.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Death
The death of my heart, 6th of May. RIP.
This emptiness in me, is not my weakness, it should be my strength, cause when everything is destroyed and broken down, no one can ever destroy me again. I have nothing to lose.
yours truly,
Daniel.
This emptiness in me, is not my weakness, it should be my strength, cause when everything is destroyed and broken down, no one can ever destroy me again. I have nothing to lose.
yours truly,
Daniel.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Nothing, by the script
Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I 'm better off now
Then I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I 'm smiling but I 'm dying trying not to drag my
feet
They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I 'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I 'm crazy but to me it 's perfect
sense
And my mates are all there trying to calm me
down
' Cause I 'm shouting your name all over town
I 'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I 'm drunk but I 'll say the words ,
And she'll listen this time even though they 're
slurred ,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her ,
I 'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
( nothing , nothing. . . )
So I stumble there, along the railings and the
fences
I know I 'm with her face to face, that she'll
come to her senses
Every drunk step and path leads me to her door
If she sees how much I 'm hurting
She' ll take me back for sure
And my mates are all there trying to calm me
down
' Cause I 'm shouting your name all over town
I 'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I 'm drunk but I 'll say the words ,
And she'll listen this time even though they 're
slurred ,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her ,
I 'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
( nothing , nothing. . . )
She said nothing (nothing nothing)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh sometimes love 's intoxicating
Oh you' re coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there 's no one waiting
Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I 'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
And my mates are all there trying to calm me
down
' Cause I 'm shouting your name all over town
I 'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I 'm drunk but I 'll say the words ,
And she'll listen this time even though they 're
slurred ,
So I dialed her number and confess to her ,
I 'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
( nothing , nothing. . . )
She said nothing (Nothing , nothing . .. )
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing ( Nothing , nothing. . . )
I got nothing ( Nothing , nothing. . . )
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing ( Nothing , nothing. . . )
I got nothing, I got nothing
This songs reminds me of myself, though I know I need to be strong, but guess I still might take some for tonight, just to get to bed. if not it will be sleepless, as I am wide awake now.
Am I better off a quitter
They say I 'm better off now
Then I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I 'm smiling but I 'm dying trying not to drag my
feet
They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I 'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I 'm crazy but to me it 's perfect
sense
And my mates are all there trying to calm me
down
' Cause I 'm shouting your name all over town
I 'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I 'm drunk but I 'll say the words ,
And she'll listen this time even though they 're
slurred ,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her ,
I 'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
( nothing , nothing. . . )
So I stumble there, along the railings and the
fences
I know I 'm with her face to face, that she'll
come to her senses
Every drunk step and path leads me to her door
If she sees how much I 'm hurting
She' ll take me back for sure
And my mates are all there trying to calm me
down
' Cause I 'm shouting your name all over town
I 'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I 'm drunk but I 'll say the words ,
And she'll listen this time even though they 're
slurred ,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her ,
I 'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
( nothing , nothing. . . )
She said nothing (nothing nothing)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh sometimes love 's intoxicating
Oh you' re coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there 's no one waiting
Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I 'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
And my mates are all there trying to calm me
down
' Cause I 'm shouting your name all over town
I 'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around
I know that I 'm drunk but I 'll say the words ,
And she'll listen this time even though they 're
slurred ,
So I dialed her number and confess to her ,
I 'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
( nothing , nothing. . . )
She said nothing (Nothing , nothing . .. )
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing ( Nothing , nothing. . . )
I got nothing ( Nothing , nothing. . . )
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing ( Nothing , nothing. . . )
I got nothing, I got nothing
This songs reminds me of myself, though I know I need to be strong, but guess I still might take some for tonight, just to get to bed. if not it will be sleepless, as I am wide awake now.
here without you, day 5
I am finally sick and tired of drinking myself to sleep, waking up, drink and sleep again. Fuck that, I don't need alcohol to go to sleep, I am stronger than that.
I know that if I want to be successful, I can't dwell like this anymore. I notice, what is wrong with myself d, I am actually not piss with my dad, nor with my friends in the past. I am afraid of the feeling of being betray and the feeling that I will end up betraying ppl. all these feelings are trigger by my sudden fall, by me giving trust, by me trying to do what I think is right, and the fact that things turn up worst hurts and trigger my thinking. But I know I should put a stop to this.
Master Yoda from star wars said this "Attachment leads to jealousy and insecurities, train to let go everything your afraid to lose. " and what I wrote on my older post says that, by letting go of certain perception, I will be happier. So I decide that its time for me to be happy. its time for me to learn to let go things that I am afraid to lose, or to be like.
I am sorry dad, for all these rude days, we are family, and I should be thankful that I still have you.
yours truly,
Daniel
I know that if I want to be successful, I can't dwell like this anymore. I notice, what is wrong with myself d, I am actually not piss with my dad, nor with my friends in the past. I am afraid of the feeling of being betray and the feeling that I will end up betraying ppl. all these feelings are trigger by my sudden fall, by me giving trust, by me trying to do what I think is right, and the fact that things turn up worst hurts and trigger my thinking. But I know I should put a stop to this.
Master Yoda from star wars said this "Attachment leads to jealousy and insecurities, train to let go everything your afraid to lose. " and what I wrote on my older post says that, by letting go of certain perception, I will be happier. So I decide that its time for me to be happy. its time for me to learn to let go things that I am afraid to lose, or to be like.
I am sorry dad, for all these rude days, we are family, and I should be thankful that I still have you.
yours truly,
Daniel
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