Living and levelling

Is either you live your own life created by your own vision, and be kings in it, or level up your life in other people viewpoint, and constantly grind for the acceptance of everyone else.
Your choice to make, make it.

Am i ever better?

Will I ever be better in your viewpoint? or will I be stuck there forever?
Why is it so unfair? why am i being underestimated all the time?
everything else everyone did always seems to be better to you, than anything that i have ever do
不甘心, I am not satisfied with always finishing last !

strage feeling

I feel strange, dont know how to describe, just strange!

Random thoughts!

Wondering why do some people still care so much for others that dont care about them?
Seriously, do you think its worth it?
If no, then why do you still do it?
If yes, then why do you still feel hurt, i assume we must bear with it?

Hmm well from my experience, sometimes walking away, may not be such a bad thing after all, why do you wanna feel the pain of holding on, when letting go seems like a more  painless action?

If you think walking away are for coward, but it takes courage to let go too, to let go you need to tell yourself that your ready to have a better tomorrow

Also, can try and use the moral dilemma solution, use the utilitarian calculus to see if its worth it :p

PS: this post might sound contradicting to my older post years ago, but it is cause I learn from my mistake i guess.